Fuck life and all it has!
I can’t keep this shit bottled up anymore.. its time for me to escape. IF I don’t. What’s gonna happen? Am I gonna explode? Will I end up killing someone? What does the future hold? All this pain for just a little girl. I don’t do nothing too bad.I Mean nothing that a normal teenager does. But then everything horrible happens to you. I guess I can’t complain cause I am still alive but what if I don’t care If I die. Wanna shoot me? I’ll give you the bullets and the gun or the knife. See I ain’t afraid of death anymore.. I just want to be happy. but looks like that will never happen. Nothing new right? But what if I am tired of this feeling. I know I ain’t wanted. I know I fuck up. But can’t god just give me a fucking break!?